This is it. The journey starts here. They start to forget me. Forget who am I. Forget their bestfriend. But, it's okay. I'll accept it. It's my time to feel the pain. 

Even when I'm gone, they will never ask. They will never try to find me. 

Although, it's hard. I have to endure it.

Am I too dumb? or am I a person with no heart? Aku ada perasaan. 

This millions of tears, I just have to keep it. Nobody will know how hard I've to endure this kind of !@$%^&*(). and yeah, I'm getting stronger than before.