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3years
Sunday, December 11, 2016

Annyeong semua.

Am I do the right thing? hidupkan balik this blog. Fuhhhhh its been a longggggggg time since i jadi blogger tegar lol. 3 years and finally Ive realize yg sbnrnya I do have a blog (ni semua gara gara esaimen usahawan) lol.

So, what Ive done in 2013 onward? Growing older, becoming success? *face palm* hahahahaha

Lemme update my current life gituuu. Oyeah, Imma big girl lady now. 22 years old and currently doing my degree at ....(should I or should not?) HS. *I decided not to expose my u's name. So, this year gonna be my last year here. Another 1 month left till I go back home doin nothing haha eh tak. Practically, 1 month doin nothing and continue to do my internship at accounting firm.

Well, yeah. Thats what Im doin right now.

So, till the next post I guess (don't really know whether I want to continue blogging ke tak) Mmmm
Gdnight peeps xo

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My Future.
Thursday, July 18, 2013
I got UUM. Alhamdulillah.
Eventhough it's far far away.

Bila fikir balik, jauhnya. padahal hati teringin kan UPM.
Bukan ke UPM lagi jauh berbatu? Serdang kan?

This is UUM la. Sintok je pun.

Bila fikir balik, nak belajar camne nanti? I don't have any friend.
Bukan ke, kat sana nanti boleh cari kawan baru?

Poor me -,-

Bila fikir balik, kos aku ni macam susah je. Haish
Bukan ke kos Perakaunan ni yg aku idamkan selama ni?

Minat lebih penting kan.

And yeah, thats what we call manusia yg kurang bersyukur. Alhamdulillah, semua tu aku dpt hapuskan dalam hotak aku ni. Mungkin aku dah matang? Puih puih. Betul la kot. Dulu, lepas SPM, fikir nak masuk belajar dgn kawan je, itu sebab end up masuk matrik instead of buat asasi kat UIA. 

Semua tu ada hikmahnya. Aku tak dpt universiti yg aku mahu, tapi aku dapat bidang yg aku nanti nanti kan selama ni untuk dijadikan sebahagian dari hidup aku. Kita hanya merancang, tapi semua tu Allah yg tentukan. "Kun Fa Ya Kun".



"IF YOU FAIL TO PLAN, YOU PLAN TO FAIL"



All I want is the great future. Masuk U dah tak boleh nak memain lagi. haha, tak boleh nak belajar ala kadar. Kalau di matrik, mungkin aku belajar ala kadar pun boleh la dpt result tip top walaupun sblm terima result, risau nya kemain lagi dan terkadang aku di perli roommate sbb asyik menghadap laptop tua aku ni. Nak buat macam mana lagi? Obses.

Kalau aku tak dapat nak pick up, I have seniors yoo. Even tak kenal mana mana senior pun. In sha Allah, aku boleh bawa diri. Abah Umi, I'll do my best ! 

May Allah ease everything :)

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What my tiny little heart say
Saturday, July 6, 2013
She used to be my best-friend-forever. USED TO BE. Idk where the hell the word "forever" come from. Nothing last forever. People change. And I'm still wanna be your best-friend-forever. Eventhough, you might be thinking that I was wrong. Cause I left you behind. 

You are my best-friend. till I know that your problem is not mine. till I know that you didn't care. till I know that I'm not the first one to know your problem. I did know that you, once, had stabbed my back. But, I ignore that. I acknowledge it. Eventhough I know it's hurt. I keep on being your bff.

I remember, when my picture used to be with you all the time. in your purse. But now, I knew, there's someone else filling up that space. I realize it when I see a picture of your new friend was there. It hurts me enough. You'll know that. From that time, I give up. I give up on being a good friend, I give up on being your gangster friend, I give up on bullying you. I give up on telling my problems. 

I know I probably much too late, but, I'm sorry for all my mistakes, for all kind of my attitudes towards you and for not being caring. I am so happy, I am so glad to have friend like you. So beautiful, caring, and lemah lembut. Its hard for me to find a friend like you.

I hope, the person that fill up my space are doing fine. Hear your problems, be there when you need, not bullying you like I did, know how to comfort you and taking care of you. I hope. I wish. I pray.

I don't want her to be like me. I don't know how to react when I know you're sad. I just sit there, watching the tears fall, lend my shoulder, keep my mouth shut and doing nothing. 'cause I really don't know how to comfort people. I'm sorry, too much of "I don't know". I should not be your best friend because I know NOTHING.


You, probably didn't care.

 My heart hurts and my eyes burn with tears.


Sorry for the grammar mistake. I am not a band 5 student. Its hard. 

 Forgives people easily. Everyone has the right to accept forgiveness.
Sincerely from, 
A cute-gangster little girl,
Pikachu?


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